Imagine living in Paris, the city of love and dreams. While travel is out of reach for now, Paris captures my heart and dreams for the future.
If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?
If you know me then you would know that Paris is where I would want to live i have always wanted to go there and possibly living there one day , can’t right now I’m too broke lol to even travel I can only travel to certain places that really sucks but I’m still living 🤏🏽 and blessed. Paris holds the key 🔑 to my heart ♥️ The city of LOVE ❤️.
Welcome back all my faithful readers and bloggers , its been awhile since I’ve last blogged been very busy everything is going good 😊 just taking life one day at a time ” Slow and steady wins the race”
This isn’t going to be a long blog just updating you all I don’t have much to even blog about ugh! brain fart 💨 writers block! I need prayers for these last 5 months to have things go smoothly for my children and I , I’m just trying to have a positive attitude towards this last journey of the year here #2021 I have a very discombobulated family and we have bad communication towards each other and that’s very bad this isn’t what I came here to talk about but I do know that is one of the reasons why I have such a hard time communicating with people that is part of my life I guess, this will soon be another blog #Communication but all in all just updating you guys I will blog later. sorry this is a short blog but like I said before I really don’t have anything to say or blog about.
All rights to this blog belongs and written by ShaneseCargo #SecretOfHerDiary ~Misty Vs Shuggie~ Thank You and will see you in the next blog #Communication
Hey and welcome back again its been a couple of weeks since I’ve last blog to you all, this blogging is like a job only I’m not getting paid #whatever it’s hard keeping up to blog I be really busy and sometimes I don’t even know what to blog about and other times my brain is in a race trying to just write blog about everything but I want to keep my loyal readers entertained so I try to find things to blog about, last Friday while I was out enjoying myself at the movies I found out that my dearly beloved fur friend that I had since I was a child passed away many you may know how much he meant to me I was hurt I said that I was going to write a letter but I just can’t do it just too painful…… I’m done talking about KIBBLES lets just get into this blog.
Word that are unspoken I wish I had/have the courage to tell you how I feel it’s been awhile since that accident happened back in 2013 and I bet you don’t even remember or even care, lately it’s been hard being around I needed to just back away and try to mend our friendship it’s not the same how it used to be the person who I could trust I no longer can trust what you do or say and you always say TRUST ME but that is too hard to do, while you get to live happy and free after all this is over I’m still going to be reliving that nightmare all over again that nobody knows it still destroys me! these are the words being spoken that I wish I could say your words are like swords 🗡 being thrown in my back I wanted to fight fire with fire but I guess I became so weak I lost this battle……. Have you ever known someone who could judge and talk about another person so badly but can’t look at their own selves in the mirror and got bones hiding in their closet ? Yeah? well I deal with them kind of judgmental people all the same and the ones can be your own family I have always been the black sheep 🐑 of my family the outcast the family member that nobody could understand I was never understood and I’m just fine with that. Lately I’ve been so anxious and on edge I don’t know what it is maybe I’m exited because in six months my children will be coming back home after 10 years of not being in my care man this feels good and freedom once we finally move back to Indiana I can have a real smile and I can finally move on with my life with my family, I can’t wait until jan/feb 2022 cross your fingers 🤞🏽and keep your prayers going 🙏🏽we need all we can get and thank you so much for everyone prayers. but this is all the blogging I got in me tonight hope I will see you in the next blog.
All rights to this blog belongs and written by ShaneseCargo #Secetsofherdiary ~misty vs Shuggie~ Thank you and will blog again 🙂
Grandrising all my readers and writers enjoying this weather so far? I know I love it summer is arriving! anyway be safe out there and let the babies enjoy this their summer let’s get into this short blog.
How is your happiness going? do you have joy in your life?that is something that I always get asked am I happy? and my answer is always “No” I haven’t felt happiness in my life for so long, don’t get me wrong my babies bring me happiness and me being married is a happy place in my heart and life being a mother and wife is the best part of my life I just wish I could have always had happiness. as a little girl growing up I was happy I had people in my life that brought me happiness but I guess all that disappeared seems as the older I got the happiness and joy walked out my life and I have never been the same, I don’t have that much positive things or people in my life to bring me happiness the emotions that I go through drains me so deeply I can’t find joy! =(Happiness is an emotional state characterized by feelings of joy , satisfaction, contentment, and fulfillment. while happiness has many different definitions, it is often described as involving positive emotions and life satisfaction.) all I ever say is I wish I was happy but no matter how hard I try and to stay away from miserable people who like to cause misery and destruction I can not keep a positive attitude and that is very hard of staying away especially if it‘s Family they can be the worse, #trustMeIUnderstand I’m sick of being tired and I’m tired of being sick that is in being emotionally and mentally. I look at other people and wonder why I can’t be that happy and then I have to remember that the saying “the grass isn’t always greener on the other side” = Meaning the things a person does not have always seem more appealing then the things he or she does or have if you didn’t know now you know the meaning now. so I just say to myself I want to find my own happiness, joy, and bliss and when that day finally comes I’m not letting nobody get in my wife I had people come in and out my life and they have stolen every last piece of joy and faith that is because I gave them that power well just to let you fuckers know I’m taking that all back and some more so you will feel my range and pain. {Excuse my language for the ones who don’t cuss but majority of people do cuss, each to it’s own}. Lately I had none stop negativity in my space and it’s been weighing heavily on my depression so I just need to move around and away {Stay the fuck out my space and bubble} I hope you find your happiness and bliss if you don’t have it and when you do I hope it’s the best feeling in the world {Speaking for myself and anyone else who needs it we will find it…… “Slow and Steady always wins the race”} I know deep down in my heart and god knows too how much I want this, Psalms 147:3 He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds just had to drop a word of wisdom from the Bible we all need it from time to time I know I do more then ever now. Well I don’t got much to say but don’t let negative people or things get you down because in reality they are the ones who doesn’t have happiness so they rather bring their bad vibes and energy over to your space.
All rights to this blog belongs and written and reserved by ShaneseCargo #SecretsOfHerJournal ~misty vs Shuggie thank you for stopping by and supporting this artist I hope you enjoy and tune in for another blog coming soon. don’t forget to get a copy of my book on amazon only $8.99
~SecretsOfHerJournal~. Raw&Real 