It’s time 😮‍💨🙌🏽(New Journey)

Hello 👋🏽 everyone and welcome back to my blog just dropping by to say hello and that Friday April 21st is the big day.

If i post this tonight or tomorrow i would have already have had my baby i will be getting induced due to me having gestational diabetes during my pregnancy 🤰🏽, this is the first time i ever had that (having contractions while typing this 😮‍💨) my baby will be a taurus ♉️ can’t believe i will have a baby in my arms soon 🥰going in at 7:30 🕢 am a bitter sweet moment i kind of enjoyed this pregnancy but I’m sure is ready to have my body back i miss laying on my back and stomach and drinking all the coffee ☕️ I’m getting me a big thing is Starbucks Coffee once i give birth i don’t want nothing else but that! I’m so happy i made it to 39 weeks full term yay 😀 for me and baby 🎉🎉🎊🎊. If you ask will i ever have another baby? Well i would love to but the living situation right now that would be a “No” but if we had a bigger place then yes i definitely have another baby i always wanted my own big family (6 children) everyone is so happy and excited which really baffles me 😵‍💫😵‍💫and it’s a lot of reasons why i feel this way, anyway i just wanted y’all to know this journey has been a wild 9 months this is a end to a new journey beginning. Onto a new chapter! See you later 👋🏽 on the next blog. I will not be showing pictures of my daughter until later maybe 🤔 months later i just want to enjoy her with my family.

Yes I’m pretty big never went this far in a pregnancy 🤰🏽 the only photo y’all will see.

This is such a blessing 🙌🏽👏🏾 this blog is written and reserved by ShaneseCargo ~Misty Vs Shuggie~ thank you 🙏🏽 and see you on the next blog.

New blessings of the month! (Update)

Hey 👋🏽 everyone not feeling my best here 😞, and haven’t blogged in awhile just been feeling like crap 💩 I think i need to visit the hospital 🏥.

I haven’t been on my blogs like that for the last two weeks my blood 🩸 pressure been going high and I feel like crap 💩 it started with a cold that everyone got in the house but i have no idea why a cold made me this sick never happened before i guess the older you get the more your body can’t handle 🤷🏽‍♀️, been taking breaks from social media for awhile i need to detox myself and social media is getting pretty boring anyways they are all the same thing with the same people and the same news 🗞🥴 anyway that is my opinion. My children started school August 5th i got a high schooler just a couple more years I’ll be screaming HAPPY 18th birthright to my oldest 🥺!, Wow what a time we have gone through #Judgeyourmother 😛 I just to be on my grind with this blogging but lately i just haven’t had the energy or thrive to do so mentally and physically i just been screwed up 🔝 but I’m slowly but surely getting better ❤️‍🩹 before you 🫵🏽yes 🫵🏽start judging a book by it’s cover make sure you know the whole truth and not part of some story or half of what someone told you! Because a lot of people like to be hypocrites and judgmental before even getting to know the whole truth just saying #Shuggiethinksoutloud anyway I just made a quick stop by to give a little update not much because you humans are nosy 🫥. Let this month fill you with joy, blessings , and love may you manifest everything you prayed for. ‘ASE

Currently working on another book 📖 so keep a look out! And learning sign language 🤟🏽 just trying expand my mind.

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Oh and by the way i love being a plant 🪴 mama buying more as I type this #Plantaddictions #Blackplantmama #LoversOfPlants (I’m allergic to sunflowers 🌻)

Happiness(Where is it?)

Grandrising all my readers and writers enjoying this weather so far? I know I love it summer is arriving! anyway be safe out there and let the babies enjoy this their summer let’s get into this short blog.

How is your happiness going? do you have joy in your life?that is something that I always get asked am I happy? and my answer is always “No” I haven’t felt happiness in my life for so long, don’t get me wrong my babies bring me happiness and me being married is a happy place in my heart and life being a mother and wife is the best part of my life I just wish I could have always had happiness. as a little girl growing up I was happy I had people in my life that brought me happiness but I guess all that disappeared seems as the older I got the happiness and joy walked out my life and I have never been the same, I don’t have that much positive things or people in my life to bring me happiness the emotions that I go through drains me so deeply I can’t find joy! =(Happiness is an emotional state characterized by feelings of joy , satisfaction, contentment, and fulfillment. while happiness has many different definitions, it is often described as involving positive emotions and life satisfaction.) all I ever say is I wish I was happy but no matter how hard I try and to stay away from miserable people who like to cause misery and destruction I can not keep a positive attitude and that is very hard of staying away especially if it‘s Family they can be the worse, #trustMeIUnderstand I’m sick of being tired and I’m tired of being sick that is in being emotionally and mentally. I look at other people and wonder why I can’t be that happy and then I have to remember that the saying “the grass isn’t always greener on the other side” = Meaning the things a person does not have always seem more appealing then the things he or she does or have if you didn’t know now you know the meaning now. so I just say to myself I want to find my own happiness, joy, and bliss and when that day finally comes I’m not letting nobody get in my wife I had people come in and out my life and they have stolen every last piece of joy and faith that is because I gave them that power well just to let you fuckers know I’m taking that all back and some more so you will feel my range and pain. {Excuse my language for the ones who don’t cuss but majority of people do cuss, each to it’s own}. Lately I had none stop negativity in my space and it’s been weighing heavily on my depression so I just need to move around and away {Stay the fuck out my space and bubble} I hope you find your happiness and bliss if you don’t have it and when you do I hope it’s the best feeling in the world {Speaking for myself and anyone else who needs it we will find it…… “Slow and Steady always wins the race”} I know deep down in my heart and god knows too how much I want this, Psalms 147:3 He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds just had to drop a word of wisdom from the Bible we all need it from time to time I know I do more then ever now. Well I don’t got much to say but don’t let negative people or things get you down because in reality they are the ones who doesn’t have happiness so they rather bring their bad vibes and energy over to your space.

C

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