Grandrising all my readers and writers enjoying this weather so far? I know I love it summer is arriving! anyway be safe out there and let the babies enjoy this their summer let’s get into this short blog.
How is your happiness going? do you have joy in your life?that is something that I always get asked am I happy? and my answer is always “No” I haven’t felt happiness in my life for so long, don’t get me wrong my babies bring me happiness and me being married is a happy place in my heart and life being a mother and wife is the best part of my life I just wish I could have always had happiness. as a little girl growing up I was happy I had people in my life that brought me happiness but I guess all that disappeared seems as the older I got the happiness and joy walked out my life and I have never been the same, I don’t have that much positive things or people in my life to bring me happiness the emotions that I go through drains me so deeply I can’t find joy! =(Happiness is an emotional state characterized by feelings of joy , satisfaction, contentment, and fulfillment. while happiness has many different definitions, it is often described as involving positive emotions and life satisfaction.) all I ever say is I wish I was happy but no matter how hard I try and to stay away from miserable people who like to cause misery and destruction I can not keep a positive attitude and that is very hard of staying away especially if it‘s Family they can be the worse, #trustMeIUnderstand I’m sick of being tired and I’m tired of being sick that is in being emotionally and mentally. I look at other people and wonder why I can’t be that happy and then I have to remember that the saying “the grass isn’t always greener on the other side” = Meaning the things a person does not have always seem more appealing then the things he or she does or have if you didn’t know now you know the meaning now. so I just say to myself I want to find my own happiness, joy, and bliss and when that day finally comes I’m not letting nobody get in my wife I had people come in and out my life and they have stolen every last piece of joy and faith that is because I gave them that power well just to let you fuckers know I’m taking that all back and some more so you will feel my range and pain. {Excuse my language for the ones who don’t cuss but majority of people do cuss, each to it’s own}. Lately I had none stop negativity in my space and it’s been weighing heavily on my depression so I just need to move around and away {Stay the fuck out my space and bubble} I hope you find your happiness and bliss if you don’t have it and when you do I hope it’s the best feeling in the world {Speaking for myself and anyone else who needs it we will find it…… “Slow and Steady always wins the race”} I know deep down in my heart and god knows too how much I want this, Psalms 147:3 He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds just had to drop a word of wisdom from the Bible we all need it from time to time I know I do more then ever now. Well I don’t got much to say but don’t let negative people or things get you down because in reality they are the ones who doesn’t have happiness so they rather bring their bad vibes and energy over to your space.
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