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Hello to all my lovely readers how are you doing today? Do you have trust issues?

Trusting is a hard issues especially when you been betrayed so much!.

The first person I believe to break my trust is my father I I trusted him as a little girl to always be there for me but that wasn’t the case he never was around, {Apologize to my dad if he reads this} if I not mistaken there were a couple more people that was involved in my life that caused me to trusting problems. I know that my family made it hard for me to trust they didn’t hurt me in a physically kind of way but mentally and emotionally they did. {I know they will probably read this and be like how? If you don’t know then that hurts even more I’m not going explain the reasons why you should already know} I never thought that I would have to keep this wall and shield up to protect myself from the world and from the people who loved me if you ask me I never felt protected from anyone! I have been harmed and hurt so much in my life trusting isn’t something that is apart of my life I wouldn’t know how that feels, {Trusting=
showing or tending to have a belief in a person’s honesty or sincerity; not suspicious} now I don’t want to get all religious on some of you because I know most don’t believe in god but for the ones who do. “Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him, and he will act.” The Good News: God is just waiting for us to trust Him so He can guide us forward and act with our best interests in mind. “Blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD.” The Good News: For believing in God, we, in turn, are blessed by Him. i shouldn’t have put my trust in human in the first place that was my mistake i should have always put my trust and faith in the one who created us all 🙌🏽 Lessons Learned. Now the next thing I want to talk about is very personal something a female shouldn’t have to go through but of course I’ve been through it more than once I will probably discuss that in another blog it hurts to talk about that subject but since I NEVER have anyone I can talk to I guess my readers can read and probably relate with me. Do you have trust problems? Have anyone betrayed you? My trust issues is so fucked up you try being nice to me I’m thinking you are going to hurt me {I apologize to the ones who are honestly nice and trying to befriend me}, Forgive me I’m not perfect ♥️I’m going need some real TLC= Tender loving care *The world is a cruel place we walk and live among* See in my head I’m saying to myself I want to trust another human being but every time I let my guard down a little someone comes alone and proves a point the reasons why I shouldn’t trust another so I go back to rebuilding that wall that I want to destroy so bad. #Trusting is literally destroying my life alone with anger, depression, sadness,Anxiety and much more but it’s something I gotta deal with right? Trusting has messed up relationships 🥺”I will never forget those who hurt me” will I ever forgive? Forgiveness is apart of trusting so I’m not sure about that yet just like everything else I’m still learning and trying to figure out I will let you know eventually. “Trust takes years to build ,seconds to break , and forever to repair” ♥️❤️ Well this is all folks I just wanted to talk about #Trust thank you for stopping by see you at the next blog.

~Misty Vs Nese~ All rights are reserved and written by me ShaneseCargo #SecretsOfHerMind

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